thankful

i have such encouraging, poetic, thoughtful sibling...

[not my real ones... unfortunately T.T]

My mui made something up and it really made me happy... [i have more than one mui.. guess which one XP]

it made me realize this couldnt happen in a dream cuz my mind cant make up such thoughtful things that can make me realize wht i have is important...

cuz God gave it...

and i keep on forgetting... losing sight of him...

but i keep wishing i had something else but do i really want something else...

wht more can God give when he already gave me everything.

can i not just be happy with wht i have...?

i cant understand y im not satisfied... [note: need tht mentor soon]

but when someone gives you something... something that encourages u.. u just feel thankful...

i truly feel soo thankful this persons in my life...

tears of happiness over flows me inside and out for her...

*hugs if u read it mui*

Every wish for something different,
Every hope for a change,
Every thought of just one chance to change something,
Everything i hope for, dream for, live for, makes me, me.

No matter what i wish was different, changeable really deep inside, i don't want to change a bit because i know this is God's way of making me, molding me, into what he want's me to be.

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"So insted of thinking of what could of been and focus more on what can be."

thanx mui =)