well one day and 17 hours till im gone to the new house...
you know, sometimes i think, there are people who travel constantly and never settle down to one location, and it makes them sick and tired of trying to make new friends and trying to settle in a place.
But once they do settle its time to move again...
that is exactly how i feel...
even tho i moved 2 times, this counting as my 3rd time...
*sigh but there are always upsides and downsides. in this case there are more upsides actually.
i have a fresh start, even tho I KNO for a fact its gonna be hard making new friends in a new school especially in the middle of a semester... *help*
but i do hope to do well and don't make the same mistakes twice... i dont want a second time of seeing things again... like pass memories that hurted me... but yea i hope to do well.
Thank goodness the schools semestered! i can choose the courses i need. Oh and great thing that east york's semester was simple for me =)
but math is starting to hurt my head... stupid radians... and to think they actually have a use in this world... surprised... but simply in 2 MONTHS... IM DONE with MATHHHHH!!!
and yea usually everything requires math or science but Early Childhood Education only requires English! soo i find i need to work crazy hard for english... dont want those essays... or reports... oh man getting soo depressed thinking of ALL that writing...
anyways... well lately i've been thinking about getting a mentor... not for baptism... but like for me to meet up with this person once a week or soo and be able to tell them whats been going on and how i sometimes move away from God... and how tht person could pull me straight and tell me some verses in the bible that may help me get thru, that type of thing =) pretty much someone i can open with and they have the iunno "wisdom" to help me out with some hard times.
Like im looking for someone who can:
teach me
listens
someone i can listen to
help me out in hard situations i may be having...
in someways i look at the list i think im asking too much a bit... iunno i hope if this person says yes that they'd be able to make time and i hope i wont be bothering too much if they give me the time.
but altogether i'll be talking to one of the pastors soon about this, cuz some ppl i currently talk to have very very very busy schedules and i want to learn and be setten straight again when in need.
but yea thinking again... moving... even tho its almost gonna become 1 day and 16 hours until i move, im hoping to enjoy the last moments in this house.
so im gonna sign off soon and go reminiscing about all the happy and sad times i had in this house.. and leaving all this behind in less than these next 41 hours...
it makes me pretty sad thinking i spent a good 3 to 4 years here... thinking about it... i spent 6 years in my first house and 7 years in my second...
well moving can be done as long as there are parents... but im sure they have their reasons XP
but yea, not much time so the
reminiscing will start bout now...
