the other end...

i usually have myself having the problems with someone... but now i see from a different view.

a view where i am the problem... or at least i feel like im the problem... the change and worries...

*sigh i dont like either ends... they both have their majorly bad down sides...

when will it end..

and how am i gonna do tht when this person wont co-operate...

*sigh this is like MAJOR BAD KARMA O.o

and do i deserve this? "Totally"

what can i say about this..: its not easy.. *sigh

i remember on my old blog... i just wanted all this arguing with tht person to end and become friends again...and it did end (hopefully for good) and were friends again, so glad =)

but the thing is tht even if i get wht i wanted from than... it seems as if i can't maintain a life without arguing...

seriously i need a break...

i just want it to all end

...now...